Ok, for those of u that are of age and can attend a club, I need ur help. WHen u go out and listen to a live band, what is it that u want to hear? anything in particular that u request from the band? Just taking a poll...drop off the answer.
I dont really have much to say or post. Im just really...blah right now. I slept for about two hours when I got off of work. I dont really know why, maybe it's cus people kept messaging me online and my damned yahoo kept blinging throughout the night until I realized I wasnt dreaming. It was real, so i woke up and turned it off. UGH! My fault, but still...
I guess I should write about something...make this semi long but im not sure what to write about. Right now, Im just boring. There is no love interest in my life. No one that I find attractive. I just dont meet many men that share mutual interest with me. I get the kind that just wanna bang my guts out. THose i stay away from. I have integrity, and it shall stand with me until I die. I will not relinquish any belief for a lil bit of fun. I dont know if i've lost weight. Its that time, so ive drank pepsi, and eaten cookies for the past two days. Im waiting on some cookies right now. Hm....my job is just a job. I love the children there, but Im tired of working there really. I wana make more money and afford a nice car, better yet, invest in real estate. But..that costs money.
I started a list on clubs and such that our band can start to play again. This wont be easy, managing a band, but I guess I need to do it if i want some extra cash. It can help me throughout school. So...i neeed to get my shit together I guess. Im just tired of the same routine.
I wake up
get dressed
go to work
take kids out on field trips
get off of work
go visit my mom at her job
stop at my parent's house, most likely play tennis
stop back at their house again and hang for a few hours
go home to my own apartment
shower
get ready for bed
get online and post stupid shit
talk to the usual people
sometimes Alina will come over, if we're both not tired
then i go to bed
AND IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN....how exciting was that? Too much huh? I know, calm down...really it'll be alright. I sometimes dont know what i would do without the excitement in my life...but I deal. Seriously...there really isnt much substance...only thing of that nature is my family. I hang out with them....a lot. But other than that...i dont do much. I just work a lot, all frickin day long then come home, clean on occasion (my apartment isnt that dirty) and sit online. I-Ive turned into a boring...dull person. With nothing to do. But hell, everything costs so much money now. And all the men down here are short and stumpy. They're losers and I dont deal with shit anymore. I guess...i could schedule a day...of something to do after work. SOmething simple. But doing things alone...it really is boring. BAH! I guess that's life. I am blessed. I know i am, but I want something else to liven things up a bit. I dont want to be boring. I use to play guitar and keep myself stress free, but i dont even do that anymore. Its like i dont have enough energy. All of it is spent with children...cus im at work all day it seems. THen i get home and im just worn out. No energy. I cant sleep like I want too. My body doesnt require much, but along with the heat...and early hours at work...its taking its toll. This summer sucks. LOL.
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